i need help. There is boy 35. he is typist and i am comupter operator in same office. he is little religious i also respect religion much. he is much shy and beard guy. I want him to sleep with me, to open with me and share with me every thing. i want to get laid over him. he is 35 and i am 29. I believe that if ever i got by chance laid over him he would never dislike it, only would pretend that he no want to do that But inside he has not big resistance. he is married and have one baby boy. Some time he and i go out to take tea shop nearby office. Some time he pay for tea some time i. I already told you by any chance if we see each other naked in the same room, after that he will be close to me and would have not any objection. But i can not produce this kind of chance. If i call him to my house and to my room my family will think why a guy going to my room to my bed that i no want.If it is not possible tell me how i can forget him. Some time i kidding him that i want to do anal with him he smiles and replies me that you can. But he thinks i am only kidding he not know know i really want to do that in real. He some time need little money i can help him but i did not offered him openly may be he will think why i am doing this. I am already alone i no want to lose him i want him to be more close to me. Our religion and culture is much against gay like thinks this is why he is feared to be more close to me. Some time i offered him to watch porn movies with me but he denies. He is reserve kind. He dont know computer chat interenet like things. I can not share with him email he has not mobile phone. Last day we went to market to buy shoes for me. He went with me. We spent much time togather i buy some cold drinks and chips and some other smalle things to eat. He ate and thanks i thanks him for comming with me.
posted by Crustolio on 2014-12-01 15:02:30 (2 weeks ago)
i kind of want to be a furry like in a permanent way for an art performance wjhere i wear a fursuit everywhere and people obv judge me whatever but like even sleep in it it would smell bad lol. i wonder how far u could interact in '''''''''''''''real life''' with that restriction.
posted by Big_Al on 2014-11-05 09:34:58 (6 weeks ago)
YOU DONT HAVE THE GUTS TO BE WHO YOU WANNA BE? YOU NEED PEOPLE LIKE ME. YOU NEED PEOPLE LIKE ME SO YOU CAN POINT YOUR FUCKING FINGERS AND SAY , "THATS THE BAD GUY." SO WHAT DOES THAT MAKE YOU? GOOD? YOURE NOT GOOD. YOU JUST KNOW HOW TO HIDE. HOW TO HIDE. ME, I DONT HAVE THAT PROBLEM. ME, I ALWAYS TELL THE TRUTH. EVEN WHEN I LIE. SO SAY GOODNIGHT TO THE BAD GUY!
"For some time I debated over whether I should start these memoirs at the beginning or at the end, that is, whether I should put my birth or my death in first place. Since common usage would call for beginning with birth, two considerations led me to adopt a different method: the first is that I am not exactly a writer who is dead but a dead man who is a writer, for whom the grave was a second cradle; the second is that the writing would be more distinctive and novel in that way. Moses, who also wrote about his death, didn't place it at the opening but at the close: a radical difference between this book and the Pentateuch."
Ch. 1 (opening words), p. 7.